I used to be obsessed with self improvement....

That's how you succeed right? By doing, doing and then doing some more? Then, when I was finally finished with my worldly tasks, I was making the most of my downtime with 'inner work'. Positive thinking? Check. Gratitude journal? Check. Analysing the crap out of everything? Check. 

I was doing all the right stuff, but I still didn't feel fulfilled. That sense of calm and contentedness that I was so desperately seeking kept slipping between my fingers.

All I needed to do was get this ONE LAST THING sorted. Then I would be happy. Right? 

Nope. Because despite all my efforts, I still didn't feel 'good enough.' 

I'd become a more 'conscious woman', but in doing so i'd picked up a WHOLE new book of rules to follow.  . 

Ok, so I need to be...not too needy, but emotionally available. Self aware but not pretentious. Shining my Light without being arrogant. Sexy but not too intense. Self-assured but not bitchy.  Emotionally liberated but DEFINITELY not sooky. The standards I placed on myself weren't only impossible to achieve, but coming from a place of trying to craft and control the Self I believed would get me the love and approval that I craved.

But there was still something missing, a piece of the puzzle. That beautiful, sensual connection with myself. The feeling of freedom. The creative abundance! The unshakable Self Love. 

My true feminine nature, the radiant, magnetic, wildly passionate and emotional, Divine Woman within, was being squashed in favour of something I considered easier to swallow.

Little did I realise, that I was robbing myself of my true power. The wild, creative energy of the Sacred Feminine.

Once I realised this, everything shifted. The journey ceased to be about finding perfection. 

The key, I realised, was embracing my wholeness. 

...and so, everything changed. I stopped trying to forcefully rid myself of my old patterns - and instead shifted my focus onto welcoming in my full experience.

That needy, anxious inner child didn't need to be pushed away.  She needed to be loved!  My wild surges of passion and intensity didn't need to be 'calmed down'...they needed to be held and integrated so they could SERVE me....rather than OWNING me. 

With a background in Astrology and Energy Medicine, this realisation transformed my work. I also realised that I had a gift for working with Symbols and Archetypes - and for guiding deep journeys into the Self.

The Archetypes of the Repressed Feminine are one of my gifts to the world. These aspects are present in all of us - and can either sabotage our efforts or enhance our lives in incredible ways. 

When repressed - these energies become distorted. Instead of serving a valuable purpose, they begin to work against us. Only by bringing them into the Light and integrating them into the wholeness of the Self, can we feel complete and access the power of our Wild Feminine once more. 

The 7 Archetypes of the Repressed Feminine

These archetypes are the parts of ourselves that our families, communities and society at large are most triggered by. Throughout history, they have been exiled. As a result, we prune them, but by doing so - we resign to a life where we stay small, limit our own pleasure and say 'yes' when we really mean 'no'. We cut ourselves off from our true nature, in an attempt 'not to rock the boat.'

The Repressed Inner Child: Fierce independence. Shame around neediness. Takes self very seriously. Sensitive to criticism. Craves approval & external validation. Difficulties with trust & opening up. Needs alcohol/drugs to loosen up and have fun. Can be an exhibitionist. Doesn’t cry easily or deeply. Difficulty asking for help/support. Dreads ‘being a burden’. Mania/Erraticism. Tension in the body - particularly when happy/excited. Impatient. Poor impulse control. Envy/jealousy.

The Repressed Huntress: Physical & Emotional hoarding. Bears a grudge. Stays in toxic relationships. Cyclical Behaviour (thinking/talking themselves in circles). Domesticated. Likes routine. Feels ‘stuck’. Tight jaw. Passive aggressive. Fears losing control. Avoids conflict. Has trouble saying ‘no’. Only acknowledges the ‘light’ and ‘positive’. Prone to stress. Excess/Lack of Ambition. Tends to put self ‘under pressure’. Prone to outbursts. Feels like an imposter. Difficulties with focus. Obsessive tendencies. Afraid of hurting others/indiscriminate. Afraid of death. Disconnected from nature. Low self-worth. 

The Repressed Lover: Sexually & creatively blocked. Low libido - or high libido with very surface level connections. Disconnected from self. Fatigue. Lack of meaning. Life feels ‘heavy’. Wants/desires very little & experiences shame around wanting. Alternatively, experiences insatiable desire. Promiscuity/chastity. Disgust towards more primal forms of sexual connection. Intentionally exaggerates or downplays appearance & sensuality. Struggles with Intimacy. Strong mental energy - more ‘head’ than ‘body’. Disempowered. Dissociative. May be very career focused.

The Repressed Queen: Lack of self respect. Moodiness. Lacklustre effort. Takes little pride in herself. Careless. Arrogant. Considers wealth/money to be 'unspiritual'. Struggles with responsibility. Snobby. Judgemental. Gossip. Insecure. People Pleasing. Stage fright. Low self confidence/inflated sense of self. Shame. Excludes others & fears exclusion. Sloppy/overly rigid. Lack mentality. Bad with money. Challenges around receiving. Self-limiting. Aloof. Distant.

The Repressed Priestess: Doubt. Downplays her experience. Lack of purpose. Depression. Life feels mundane and boring. Easily swayed by others opinions. Anti-religion. Lack of meaning and significance. A ‘follower’. May seek ‘peak experiences’. Belittles and Undermines. Denial of the Sacred. Seeks stimulation/distraction. Short attention span. At the mercy of Life. Feels the need to ‘work hard’. Seeks freedom through the material world.

The Repressed Medicine Woman: Victim Mentality. Gives away power to others. Health issues. Feels she has little to offer. Self-Doubt. Self-sabotage. Persecution. Poor choices. Weight Gain (or loss). Confusion. Dulled senses. Fear. Over-achieving. Perfectionistic. Dreads accountability/responsibility/feedback. Drawn to the occult/esoteric worlds. Struggles with commitment. Stays small. Self-deprecating.

The Repressed Creator: Procrastination. Care-taking others. Self Sacrifice. Guilt/Resentment. Devalues her creations. Feels she has little to offer. Moody. Martyrdom. Emotional suppression. Fears change. Dullness. Anticipates failure. Miscarriage. Birth Trauma. Difficulty with manifesting. Ungrounded. Neurotic. Swollen Joints (particularly in hands and fingers). Feelings of powerlessness. Settles for less. Resignation. Avoids risk. Scared of success. Disempowered. Stuck. Judgemental of Self. Timidity/Arrogance. Lack of Self Care.

Until we can recognise and integrate these parts of ourselves in a balanced way, we will find ourselves at their mercy. These aspects of the Divine Feminine have SO MUCH to offer us. That doesn't mean we become indiscriminately needy or aggressive or hyper-sexual. What it does mean is that we can cease to be ruled by the unhealthy, distorted versions of these energies - and instead integrate them, and allow them to serve us in our lives. 

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When we integrate these aspects of the Repressed Feminine, we unlock a wealth of personal power. We can experience heightened pleasure, a deep sense of security, incredible abundance and absolute freedom.

It's time to embrace the magic of your Sacred Feminine Self

It was only once I started to embrace my own Wholeness, that life started to respond. I stopped struggling, and started to Rise. I realised that i'd found the key! To more pleasure, less stress, and an infinitely more authentic and blissful life.

The answer was within me the whole time. There was no more chasing some future achievement. I had arrived! I was safe. I had found what I was looking for. At last, I could create my life from a place of bliss, power and Divine trust - instead of stress, lack and 'still not good enough'. It's amazing - when you have a deep sense of safety and self-love, you've got nothing to lose. 

You can't access deep, repressed energies through the conscious mind - which is what makes Symbols and Archetypes such powerful tools for change. Using deep, guided meditations (or journeying), accompanied by gentle but powerful Energetic Activations - it's possible to experience directly and integrate each of these disowned parts of ourselves. In doing so - we can liberate the amazing gifts they have to offer and discover the magic of our Sacred Feminine Self. 

With over 9 years experience working with Energy Medicine, I'm incredibly passionate about supporting women to access their full feminine power - through embracing the repressed aspects of themselves and finding incredible pleasure and freedom in their lives.

Feeling Unsure?

It's so understandable. This is deep work. If you feel a sense of trepidation or hesitation, that's totally normal. Life has taught most of us that it's unsafe to be in our power - but times are changing - and it's up to us to take the leap of faith. The Ego will always fight change, and is a master at self-sabotage. It will tell all kinds of stories to keep us stuck in our old ways of being. Sound familiar? So here is your chance. Will you hold yourself back yet again? Or to take the leap into trust and and surrender.

Please know that help is at your fingertips. If you're not sure if this work is for you right now - send me an email and we can explore what feels true in your heart for the next phase of your journey.

Tight on Time? 

Let's awaken the Inner Creator and carve you out some space for YOU! Or, if the calls happen to clash with holidays, family time or something nourishing and important to you - worry not. While being on the calls LIVE is ideal, you will receive all of official replays and call notes in your inbox to dive into at your own convenience. (NOTE: you will not receive recordings of the women's circle space. This is a sacred and private space only for live attendees).

Strapped for Cash? 

If money is an issue, there is no issue. Please, reach out. Send me an email with what you can afford and where there is a will, there is a way.  

When, Where, How? 

Video Calls are held on the Zoom Platform @ 7pm every Tuesday night. The time commitment is 1x hour/week for 15 weeks. We will take a two week break for Christmas and the New Year. Replays (of the live content, NOT the women's circle space) will be available the day following each call.  A link to access the calls will be sent to your email address. Zoom is a lightweight, intuitive experience, and the video function is optional. Notes will also be available in written form. 

With Love,

P.S: Doors close on October 30th & spaces are limited. Follow your heart, beautiful One.